Do you think I’ll die if I take my anxiety pill and my sleeping pill?

#I'm just so done with this vacation already
#my sister and niece were super excited to see my other sister
#but literally haven't acknowledged me
#i'm so freaking done
#I gave up my fucking job interview to come see them
#I gave up going to meet Shane Dawson to come see them
#and no one notices I'm sitting in the kitchen crying my eyes out
#my sister acted like she cared and loved me when I first tried to commit suicide
#she cried so hard when my mom told her I was in the hospital
#but she treats me like shit now
#I guess I have to be dead to deserve love from anyone
#negative
#tw
j.